


Well I haven't updated in awhile. So let's see what's been going on.
Thanksgiving:
Well we were so thankful to have my family (mom, dad, Alex, Derek) come in town for the holidays. Mom came in on Tuesday and the guys came in on Wednesday. Normal "Galindo" tradition is to have Thanksgiving Turkey for lunch up in Oklahoma but because David had to work this year my family thought that it would be best to push it back to dinner so that he could sleep AND they came to us. I have such an amazing family and am truly blessed. Thanks guys!! The food was amazing and everyone contributed something. I made some stuffing balls wrapped
in bacon; which came out fantastic!! Then I made a pumpkin pie for dessert, which was also a hit! I love trying these new dishes because I love cooking for others.

ICE:
The week my family was here for Thanksgiving Alex, Derek, Mom and I all went to Grapevine on Friday to eat on Main Street and then we went to ICE at The Gaylord. It was so awesome! We felt like we were in Alaska with those big blue parkas and my feet were frozen by the end of it all...but truly a sight to see.



Fertility:
Well I don't have good news on this. Over the Thanksgiving holidays I had an ultrasound and blood work done on Wed morning. My LH level was increasing (Good) and it appeared that my follicles were increasing in size (Good) but they weren't were they both needed to be for the IUI, so they said to come back on Sunday. Well Sunday morning I went and LH level went drastically down and my follicles didn't get any bigger, thus still not ovulating. They asked that I come in that following Thursday but I had lost hope by this point. I hit a low and thank God for my amazing husband whom kept my head above it all. Well on Wednesday I was sent home from work with a very high fever and went straight to the doctor. I had strep...oh joy!! This meant no doctor for that last ultrasound/blood work on Thursday. So this round went nowhere. David and I have talked about it and we have decided that we are going to take a break. Emotionally I cannot do this again back to back especially over the holidays. I can honestly understand how woman can fall into depression throughout these processes. You try not to be negative, tell your body it's going to work, stay positive just to get the door slammed time and time again in your face. You shut yourself from others because even though you love their advise and greatly appreciate it; they all say what you already know and if they haven't been there they just don't know how hard it is. Then you knock yourself for thinking that way because you know they mean well. Then it's been very hard to go through all of this with not many of my close friends or family near me to lean on. This has probably been one of the hardest because even though David is such an amazing supportive husband there are times that you just need to talk to someone else. There were times I didn't want to worry him or stress him out more and I would have normally ran to my family or friends but they aren't all here. I know our Heavenly Father has a plan and when the time is right it will happen. I just have to continue to look up to Him and not down that dark path that continues to throw itself at me. I know there is a baby out there that God has picked specifically for David and I and I know that there is a reason he's waiting to bless us and I have to respect that and be patient. I am constantly praying that he bless me with patience and strength. I have an appointment in Jan with The FEM Center in Colleyville, TX to have a hormone test done. This center is not a fertility clinic, they actually deal with menopause but it has been shown that your hormones are what causes all this and if they can get the hormones in order they can control the menopause. Well for woman in my case because they know we're not going through menopause, but something is obviously wrong with our hormones then fixing the hormones can knock our bodies in order and allow someone to get pregnant. So we're going to wait and see what they have to say. Plus we're talking about taking the honeymoon that we never took. That makes me really excited! David and I want to thank everyone of you that have been praying for us and sending me encouraging posts, emails, voice mail. It means more to me than you will ever know. I love you all and wish I had more of you closer in location to me.
Christmas Decorations:
Well we put up our tree and decorations around the fireplace. Not much else has been done yet. The bushes outside are done but much more is needed. I lo
ok at our tree and it's smaller because it's the tree I got when I lived in my apartment in college and in an apartment it looked great but now in this house with the tall ceilings it just doesn't fit. However, we've been holding out on getting a big tree because my mother is passing down our "family" tree to me with some of our old family ornaments next year. I am so excited because putting up the Christmas tree with mom and Alex was such an awesome, fun, rememberable tradition and the ornaments are ornaments we've had since before I was born because many are from Germany when my parents lived there when they first got married. Alex and I have specific ornaments that each year we HAD to put on the tree. He had certain ones and I had certain ones and it's funny because we still gravitate towards "our" ornaments when we're home. Having "our" tree is something I'm looking forward to and excited to be able to share that same
tradition with our family from the start. We finally got to light a fire and we got a new screen!
Well as most of you know David and I have been trying to have a baby with little success. After our second round of fertility drugs didn't work my doctor said we could do a 3rd round and then see a specialist or just go see a specialist because I was not ovulating. So we made an appointment and they were really quick to get us scheduled that next week. So this past Tuesday we went in and met with the doctor. They did a sonogram and everything was fine. I had plenty of eggs, my uterus was healthy and a good size so everything was good for me as long as they can get me to ovulate. They ran various test on David and I and everything has come out great...I just don't ovulate. So they were going to put me back on Provera to start a period in order to start whatever process we decided on. This whole process with Provera takes about 2-3 weeks. They gave me the prescription on Tuesday, we filled it on Wednesday and I was going to start it on Thursday morning. Well woke up Thursday morning to a surprise and realized the Provera was not needed any longer. :) This was a GREAT thing but that meant we had to make a decision on what process VERY quickly because they had to see me on day 2 or 3 of my cycle, which meant Friday or Saturday. We thought we had 2-3 weeks to decide but now we had to make a decision within hours. Well I already had a Glucose (4 hour test) set up for Sat (Today) so that worked out great. The blood test came out fine they did another ultrasound and all looks well. I started taking the Clomid today and will take it for 5 days. They doubled the dose compared to the last round I did in hopes that this may help. Then next Saturday I go in for another ultrasound and they will give me whatever I need to test for ovulation. This will be done over the Thanksgiving break which works perfectly as well. I should be able to have the IUI procedure done that week so no worries about work. Once the test shows positive for ovulation I think we have a certain number of hours that we have to get in there for the IUI. This whole process hasn't been fully explained. We should know by the beginning of Dec if all this works. Please keep praying, we greatly appreciate it!!!I will update everyone once more is known.
Well since my last post things have been busy. I have had a doctor appointment once every week...just routine things. However, one of my appointments was with my OBGYN to discuss my lovely weird body. :) So the latest assumption is that I do not ovulate which thus makes it very hard to get pregnant. They ran several blood test to test my hormone levels. We should know the results to this by the end of this upcoming week. If what we are assuming is correct (Lets hope that it is!!) then they will start me on 2 different pills which will cause my body to go through the normal womanly thing and ovulation. We will try this for 3 months or so and if nothing works then more tests will be run. I am hoping that this will work because the longer it takes and the more periods I have then the Endometriosis will return which will cause the vicious circle we've already gone through with surgery and recovery, ect. I am really trying not to stress about this because I know I am young and we still have plenty of time but it's hard not to stress. I've been blessed that there are several people in my life right now that have had difficulty with pregnancy and have experienced the same frustrations I am having because we can talk to each other. They are my outlets and I thank each of you for offering to talk with me, especially if we do end up going through this whole process. You never know how hard it is to go through this until you are there because for so many they either A. Don't plan it and it just happens or B. get pregnant within the first month or so of planning. For those of us that go months/years trying and nothing happens or you learn you have either PCOS or like me you just don't ovulate so your chances can be even smaller, or whatever else may prevent you from getting pregnant...IT'S HARD!!! I know that I haven't been trying for all that long (6 mo) BUT I don't ovulate so trying 6 months to 1 year or more means nothing to my body because it's not doing what it's suppose to anyways. The longer we wait the more time we waste because it will not happen on it's own or it's going to be very very hard to do it on my own without meds. Trust me I would have loved to be able to do it the old fashion way and not have to be on a schedule, but you deal what you're handed. So I've been in and out of funks lately and trying to keep out more than in. I have said a lot of prayers and I know that God will provide in the right time and that HIS time is not always MY time. It is just hard though because I'm surrounded by pregnant friends/family, whom I am so excited for!!!! Don't get my wrong I want to hear all about your pregnancy and babies because hello I love litle ones and want to spoil them rotten and I love hearing about everything! It's just hard, so if I am in a funk or what not please know this is what's going on. But I promise to try to always be my cheerful self!! :) Another thing that is going on is that I may have found a potential job!!! I do not know the details as of yet but am hoping that this upcoming week I will be able to contact the Coordinator and set up an interview. I ask for your prayers please because this would be exactly what I am looking for and exactly what we need for our family.I will post an update when I find out more information about each of the above!